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Some Version Of The Meaning Of Life (VII)

by A Lost State of Mind

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sell your thoughts to me i'll provide the gun and when no one's watching you can have your fun spray your mind on me pull the trigger, son it's some version of the meaning of life
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insignificant i feel i am all alone with you here feign the setting sun to hide told you everything well I tried on the day i die will you then love me in the grave I lie will you forgive me it's the little things my dear pain has never felt more real hey I'm broken up inside i feel dark and numb well I tried on the day i die will you then love me in the grave I lie will you forgive me
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Dirty 04:40
​you sever the ties among you and spit on the face of pride 'we're losing ourselves as people' you scream from your place on high i've got a little secret for you now we're nothing in the scheme of things so you can put away your crown and spare us all hey it's you wearing nothing but a bubble with a snowflake theme hey will you put away the victim bottle and come clean ...you're as dirty as me you feel that the clock is turning against what you thought was right and take on the heavy burdens of people who aren't your kind i've finally found the reason you cry some feelings are an opiate to a crippled crowd of.... the less significant hey it's you wearing nothing but a bubble with a snowflake theme hey will you put away the victim bottle and come clean ...you're as dirty as me
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there's no god, little one he's a reason to scare the pain away from those who should choose to fucking pray 'he gave his life' you say 'he'll save your life today' why can't you just admit, right here that the gun to your head ...is what you really fear i never stopped believing because of you lost my faith in something and followed through there's no love, selfish one is it easy for you to live a lie while others submit and slowly die 'it's all a choice' you scream 'we have no voice, it seems' someone has left the crazy here with an irony shield and fucking crocoduck tears i never stopped believing because of you lost my faith in something and followed through
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Stay Gone 05:22
​you up and left me said you'd always be there ignoring my pleas i know you never cared laid right there crying there on the kitchen floor thought i was dying watching you walk out the door but now.....i'm fine i'm doing much better without you by my side (goodbye dad) stay gone......from me since you walked out I've never been so fucking free (goodbye dad) you saw right through me like i was never there you reap what you sow not worth a single tear you chose the wrong son a liar with a shady past and raised up your gun yold you that would be the last but now.....i'm fine i'm doing much better without you by my side (goodbye dad) stay gone......from me since you walked out I've never been so fucking free (goodbye dad)
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Inside (free) 04:58
(instrumental)
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Brother 03:42
i know you were there for me i know you aimed to please but i have found my way home embrace the fire i'll stoke the embers for you some will deny me and those untouched will see me through brother you set upon me brother until you left me i have found my way home embrace the fire i'll stoke the embers for you some will deny me and those untouched will see me through
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Triggered 06:43
​dragging knuckles through muddy waters chains are bound to my broken feet a victory for my oppressors was there no warning sign for me? it's not how we envisioned they're growing quite unkind we've failed our desperate missions and lost our fucking minds hell yeah you got me triggered this broken world is our starvation we're slaves to our hypocrisy i thought i could do this without you but you're the drug i fucking need we enter our decisions and slowly fall behind we trust our televisions our thoughts now fully primed hell yeah you got me triggered
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Fade Away 10:24
(Act I) i'm not the man i used to be i'm far from becoming free stuck until the final bell and lately... i'm scared of your eyes watching me i'm not a fan of humanity i've given up on your disease trapped inside my holding cell and lately... i'm scared of your eyes haunting me (Act II) standing all alone naked and dethroned i've turned to stone rigid and sometimes cold forced to fake the pain this all seems insane yeah nothing more to gain i'll just fade away no longer at your beck and call i, too, can surely fall i will not fucking crawl your savior he lost it all (Finality)

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Writing, recording, mixing and mastering took place between the dates of October 25, 2016 - February 6, 2016.

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released February 28, 2017

Album Art: Courtney Smith from courtneysmithdesigns.com. THANK YOU so much for allowing us to use your work. Everything you do is amazing.

Special thanks to (in no particular order): Joey Kirkman, Haley Kemp, Rich Kemp, Jay Crofutt, Jeanne Ikerd, Shawn Dube, Shane Thrapp, Jeremy Stevens, Brian Ziegenhagen, John Gleason, Stephanie Jones, MayoMayoMayo, Amanda Townsend, Christie Kjorvestad, Barry Corson, Bryce Blankenagel, Shayrah Moran, Vince Wright, and anyone else who's helped with this album in any capacity. Without all of you, this couldn't have been possible.

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